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Dimebag

8/20/66 - 12/08/04

Rest in peace

good morning...i guess this week was the longest week of my life. But I havent been this happy in some time. The past 4 nights we've done nothing but sit at Seans but it's been old school ya know. How it should be. It's been like me, sean, justin, ryan and greg or some shit like that.

So we don't have our house for New Years. I don't know what we are going to do but were going ahead in full force like were still having the party. and if anyone wants to know about the PRE PARTY. let me know. Thats my job. yay.

Well today I feel like shit. I feel like I should have a great day... like somethin g amazing is going to happen. But it won't. It'll be just like anyother day. Black Mike and Adam got there new apartment. Its really nice. I see the next jermey and chads.

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Be on the lookout for a few kindred spirits today. They're out there and nearer than you think. You're likely to find them if you keep your eyes open. Of course, you should use your ears, too. If a conversation piques your interest, jump right in. That's the way friends are made. You may usually be a lone wolf, but right now you might feel like running with a pack

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bullshit ain't it......

smoke weed.

so even the most drama free people have drama sometimes. oh well. I have great timing. I had a good night. Smoked a joint with some unfamiliar faces.

Woke up and went toWaffle House with Ryan. I couldnt have been more happy to go. It was SO good to see him and we just sat and talked like it hadn't been as long as it has. I had a good time nad I'd like to see him more often. I feel like I'm kinda starting to see people again...whom I havent seen in forever.

I also got yelled at by Tina and Leslie last night for never calling anymore. I feel bad. I'm really going to start trying.

Well I'm gonna go smoke some weed and watch some movie Mike keeps talking about.

Alcohol....brings a good time...and brings the worst out of people.

hey nigs... first off happy friday. Its been a hell of a week, Having to see the one person I wish I could never see again everyday on the way to and from school kinda sucks. what can ya do

I saw someone last night that i didnt plan to..i hate how okay everything seems around him. but its not. it never has been and it never will be.

Tonight is Keith Rones 21st birthday. Kegger. yay. You know how it goes. Well I'm gonna go get ready.

Rojas...if ya get sometime and you wanna hang again let me know. I'm all about it.

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Sometimes there's nothing you can do about a situation. Get over what you can't change, or your fixation about it will eat you alive. While it isn't like you to give up, you also know when you can't win. This is one those times. Later in the day, an unreliable associate may yet surprise you with a dependable response. Be sure to write it down or no one else will believe you. Tonight, your romantic impulses could trap you in a tight spot -- use the secret exit to escape if necessary.

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i hate believing my horoscope but that couldnt sound more right.... we will see how the night goes